i never knew how long a day could be
the clouds would have hid the fireworks in the sky, whether it was the correct time or not, you know? i didn't mind, though. the wine was tasty and warmed my belly, but not nearly as much as my heart was warmed by the sentiment.
i am easily fascinated by bright lights and sparkles; i am easily touched by the simplest actions.
it has been a long week of interviews and insomnia. hunger, indecision and nausea. when all you have is a teeny fridge and your freezer only holds 3 frozen dinners; and all you have to cook with is a microwave, your culinary options are few. i'm sick of everything i've been eating. i can't decide what i want. so i put it off until i'm so hungry i'm nauseous.
i paid my rent late, so i owed a $25 late fee -- i thought there was a 5 day grace period. i guess not.
other than my interviews, i've been slacking again this week. i haven't searched for jobs, i haven't returned as many phone calls. i have about 5 right now. i still need to do laundry. i still need to call my insurance to get the address to submit my prescription claims to. i need to call my shrink in NJ to make a phone appointment so i can get refills written out. i need to make some doctors appointments here in SD (i should probably find a local shrink, and i do need to go see the girly-doctor so i can get my BC pills refilled).
but i am tired. so tired, this week. i haven't wanted to go out. not even for karaoke (GASP!) -- but tomorrow night is a CD release party for a local band that we know, so it will definitely be a party night. i should rest up. tomorrow, i'll get things done. i swear, i will.
one thing i have done, though, is some more writing. i churned out 2 more potential songs. i'll probably post them on my poetry diary later today or over the weekend.
but for now...rest.
posted by: less-than3
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