purple rain, purple rain...
my temp assignment truly becomes temp as of friday -- that's my last day. my supervisor wants to bring me back, though, most likely august 21st. so that's a good sign. but still, i'm upset over this.
i had a breakdown last night. i'm not dealing with some things as well as i should be, and it's potentially damaging. team that up with a variety of flashbacks and memories that i thought i'd come to terms with, and you get a very distraught meredith.
certain aspects are better, after words were shared. and that's how i just know, you know? that it will all be okay (that part).
other aspects have yet to be addressed. oh avoidance! my favorite passtime. but it can not be for long. because that's not how i do, in the 2K6. apparently. i am stronger than that, so i hear.
i'm not making sense, i'm sure. that's because i'm tired and on the verge of another sore throat and my eyes are puffy from last night's tears.
i'm going to have a black cherry twisted and a xanax. maybe some dinner.
posted by: less-than3
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