and all the scars of the nevers and maybes die
react first.
think later.
this is how i am. don't get me wrong, i definitely have my rational moments. quite a few of them.
but i am more emotional than rational. always have been. always will be.
part of me knows that i can't change that (radically). part of me just doesn't want to. it's fucked up, and probably causes me a lot of stress that i could avoid. but it's me.
and if i change that, then i change me. and as much as it is hard for me to fathom accept believe, i have people in my life that love me. and if i change me, then i change the person that people love. (faults and all)
and that would be bad. right?
unless i'm completely off. should i change. tell me. do i need to alter myself?
speak now or forever hold your peace.
posted by: less-than3
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