...and it's getting worse
just wrote a whole fucking entry. then deleted it.
on purpose.
i hate when this happens. i hate when i feel like i can't...speak.
anyway.
so, britney. getting married, yet again. barely 21 and married (soon to be) twice. i have issues with this.
funny to think what would have happened if i had married the perfectly kind, but perfectly boring and annoying ex-fiance.
(i hate even admitting that i have one, by the way)
i'd have 3 kids and be divorced by now. there is no doubt in my mind of that.
i have such a stomach ache. and i have a brace on my wrist. some sort of carpel tunnel issue, i'm sure.
meanwhile...
give a girl some chardonnay, and suddenly she has some self-esteem. let's just say i had fun with my digital camera. pictures that vazquez would love to get his hands on. *giggles maniacally* so would someone else, i think. but i don't believe that i am at liberty to discuss that here.
but can i just say -- at the right angle, i am FUCKING HOT. like fiyah, even.
of course, tomorrow i'll snap back to my senses.
i wish i was out dancing right now.
posted by: less-than3
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