here i am
2005-04-07 
hey lovelies.i'm here. in west milford.
i was up every hour last night. i can barely move, let alone walk. i am EXHAUSTED. so tired.
and depressed as hell.
sensory overload. it's all too much. i just can't help tossing it over and over in my mind how much of a failure i am. i can't believe this is me. i just can't.
i may never leave this house again.
i'd take the time to write more, but i can't. not right now.
ps - thanks everyone for all your notes, etc. <3
posted by: less-than3
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