how things get so crazy
anyone who has ever been in a long-distance relationship knows that it is hard. driving. phone bills. going weeks without seeing each other. being tired. being lonely. being worried.
every insecurity and doubt you'd ever have in a "normal" relationship is magnified x12. it's very draining. you question yourself, everything...a lot.
anyone who's ever read my writing knows how much it affects me. my frantic manic-depressive verses. my beaming, floaty one-liners. the entries i drown in.
but at the end of it all, what's true is this: i am i'm love with an amazing person. i'll try to spare you TOO much emo-ness, but what can i say? i'm very lucky. i've got someone who is smart, funny, hott (hee, had to be said), and thinks that i am smart, funny and...beautiful. when he tells me these things, i can almost believe them myself. he's someone who accepts me, even with all my self-induced drama, and tries everything in his ability to help me.
and i try and do the same for him. i'll never stop trying.
no relationship is perfect. driving 6 hours to see the one you love is not the ideal scenario. nor is only getting to see that person every 2 or 3 weeks.
so, are there things i'd like to change? sure. but would i give up what i have, right now?
not on your fucking life. i'd be crazy to. because it is all worth it.
yesterday was my one-year anniversary with dave.and today, a year and a day. and counting...
posted by: less-than3
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