i am but one small instrument

it's been almost 4 years since i've started this written word journey. from fluff to the depths of me. i think about all the people held in these 4 years. the encounters, the connections, the friendships. people i've broken and who have broken me.

i've been churning through my head for hours, seeking words. beautiful words for a beautiful girl, hidden underneath layers of fatty flesh and self-doubt. that vibrant little planet of a girl.

there's redemption in desire - remember that.

lessons learned from countless nights. lines and shapes memorized like scripture. i held them sacred; why didn't you?

you
you
yous
so many, over time.

i only wanted to choose one, and let one choose me. little did i know that i'd have to stumble and slam straight into huge mistakes unwillingly. unknowingly, until my spirit was cracked again (& again). it is a difficult task. i was naive to think otherwise.

i'll be forever inhaling your grace - wanting to absorb it thought oxygen and fibers and rays of sunlight.

i am an extreme personality. someone who understood me said that he was okay with the bad times, because he knew that once the lowest low was hit, it wouldn't be long before i'd be flying high again. and those are the good times.

(or something to that effect)

it was beautiful.

simple words touch wounded souls. and sometimes, the tipsy tears are happy.

...sighing...

tonight will be spent in the city of brotherly love. i will drink in the music and let it intoxicate me. i will fall asleep in my love's arms and feel safe. and hopeful.

THAT is beyond price.

posted by: less-than3

spoke the truth!

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2:26 p.m.
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