if i could relive my life, i know what i would change
get off of the sidelines and get into the game.
focus. this is strength and courage -- looking into the horizon and seeing nothing but smog. no one sees it but me, though. no one sees what i see. no one is on the same page as me.
it's all unclear, now isn't it?
i'm thinking of repercussions. choices i make are likely to bring the discintigration of what i hold dear. because i am unlucky that way. good intentions gone horribly wrong.
i consider it all to be fragile -- am i the only one that does?
i want to be confident. i want to be beautiful. i want to cry a little bit less every day. i want balance. i want comfort. i want answers. i want to make the right decisions.
it's all a blur. the smog. i can't focus. i'm so confused.
hold my hand. tell me that everything will be okay. actually believe it. help me find a solution. tell me you love me. help me not be afraid anymore.
tonight's fortune cookie: all the effort you are making will ultimately pay off
i'll get off of the sidelines and get into the game.
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