i guess i need a xanax or something
and every single time, more images. driving off of cliffs outside of hotels in texas -- landing roof down.
cellphones that are locked and i'm opening like macguyver with tweezers and somehow it's the same cellphone and the same hotel in a dream that i had at least a year or 2 ago.
the eisley hotel? is there an eisley in texas? i don't know. this is just the name that i remember.
that's just one of the snippets from this afternoon.
i've tried eating hot & sour soup. i'm drinking water. diet pepsi. a bagel. nothing's helping my throat, nothing's helping my stomach, and nothing's helping my mind.
i got 3 calls today from recruiters/jobs, and i didn't take any of them. i can barely speak. i can barely think. because my mind is too cluttered with these images.
and i've got one huge thing on my mind right now, beyond all of that. so, suffice it to say, i'm stressed.
not that this is news to anyone.
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