i make believe that you arehere

the mind takes longer to entertain the thoughts, and weigh the options, that the heart already holds the answers to. while i remained quiet, advice spewed forth at me from all directions.

i would only have done it to escape my own head, and the knowledge that i was desired. there's a certain glory and pride in the "you-u ca-an't have meeeeeeee!" sing-song that comes so rarely in the life of a fat uglygirl.

when i am told that i am pretty or beautiful, there is only one voice that i will even consider believing.

but attention is attention, even if it is an unreasonable facsimile.

boredom is obsessed with me, i think. boredom must be crushin' on me, because it seems to keep hangin' around.

here i am, baby. come and take me.

posted by: less-than3

spoke the truth!

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11:09 p.m.
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