i need tips on how to make it thru today, because i don't know if i can...

i'm teetering on the edge of depression and who-gives-a-fuck. i can feel the change in my system as i go from being on the verge of tears and throwing up, to feeling absolutely NOTHING.

this is a horrible and scary place to be.

i'm feeling more apathetic than depressed, i think. or really, it's a very fine, blurry line.

it just feels like nothing is worth it anymore.

the new girl starts today at our office, which means that i have to smile, be happy and perky and...WORK. all day.

and my throat is getting sore again. wow, today's a triple-whammy of sucktasticness.

i HATE this.

posted by: less-than3

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6:37 a.m.
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