my darlin', what matters is what hasn't been
2005-03-06 
my sleep pattern has been broken into 2 to 3 hour size chunks.too much is on my mind to be pacified by my new iPod.
view.
ignore.
delete.
(hello?)
silence is not-so-golden. the music is the only one talking to me tonight.
my dreams are confusing and odd. i am hot and sweating. then i freeze. i am thirsty and hungry and yet not, because i know that i am merely lonely and bored.
i shall die either from insomnia, or...
my life is filled with things i take way too much to heart. too seriously. this is my nature though, this is how i live. i cannot stop it. years of self-examination and sessions of therapy have taught me that.
...a heart that hurts so badly, someday it will refuse to beat.
posted by: less-than3
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