why do we crucify ourselves?

sometimes, against my better judgement, i TRY. extending a helping hand while holding an olive branch in the other, speaking supportive words.

only to be met with silence. again. just like all the other times when i gave of myself to the extent of exhaustion and doubt.

that is the LAST that i expend the effort on someone who does not accept it. is unappreciative. and is certainly NOT worthy of it.

i should have known better. you'd think that over the course of such a long period of time, that i would have learned my lesson:

"why do we crucify ourselves
everyday
i crucify myself
nothing i do is good enough for you."
-- tori amos

luckily, i'm learning that there ARE people out there who give as much as they receive. people who take notice of the tiniest nuances (dates, facts, figures).

i'm blessed to have found them.

posted by: less-than3

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6:04 a.m.
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