writer's block? no, more like writer's brick wall
'twas a quiet day in the village of west milford, and...
...i have no story.
so i get tense and anxious. i am nothing without a story. i am nothing without words. i haven't caused any trouble or performed any random acts of fabulosity, so i'm (gasp) boring? this feeling...as if no one will read, no one will approve, no one will love me anymore if i have nothing to say. even if just for a day.
i just have this compulsion to write! say something - ANYTHING. but then i end up writing pointless paragraphs of nothing (such as this entry) that are an embarassment to post, let alone READ.
but, GOD. what's worse? letting people down by writing crap, or letting people down by not writing at all?
maybe i'm giving myself too much credit here? i don't know.
writing about how i have nothing to write about...those are my least favorite entries of all. and look at that! i've written another one.
i have to stop freaking out like this. it's 930 and time for bed. i didn't sleep well this weekend at all, and i'm working at another branch office tomorrow, so i have to wake up earlier than usual.
so, i'm done.
(inspire me...)
posted by: less-than3
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