i wouldn't spend my life just wishing

first week on the job, and i'm already out sick.
i am achy and weak and congested and sore throated, etc.
the light is too bright; the wind is too loud.
everything is amplified.

i forgot that there is a reason that i hate reading my college alumni updates...because now, at this point, they are all blissfully married, with their MBAs, PhDs, or just been promoted to Vice President of whatever, while just having given birth to their 2nd kid.

makes me want to throw myself off of a cliff.

i'm fading. i want to completely let go and go crazy.

posted by: less-than3

spoke the truth!

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2:40 p.m.
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