eight hundred fifty
2005-05-04 
my car getting fixed/tuned up is NOT costing me $760, as was previously believed.ohhhhhh no.
try $850.
i'm going to grab myself a sleeve of TOWN HOUSE crackers, crawl under the covers and never come back out. because no matter WHAT THE FUCK I DO, i'm never going to get ahead. or even catch up.
i'm lying to my family about how "okay" i am. i can't show them how i've failed again. i can't show them how scared i am, and how pathetic i feel.
i have to somehow crawl out of this hole i've dug for myself. or just let myself get buried in it.
i know, i promised fun weekend stories about 3 days ago. they'll come soon - once i have the energy. once i have the strength to care. because right now, it's just not happening.
sorry.
posted by: less-than3
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