and now i cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing
2005-10-23 
my memory has always been pretty crappy. for example, i don't remember my sister's wedding reception. i know i was there - i was 16 years old, and have photographic proof. but i couldn't tell you one thing about it. but i'm losing memories from just months ago. details are blurry, and growing dimmer with time. i remember being happy. i remember smiling and laughing. but i can't remember how a touch felt, or how a kiss tasted.
that fucking scares me. i need something to hold on to, or else it may never come true again.
i just spent almost an hour in bed, fighting a migraine (as usual), and trying to bring back a memory. something concrete (as concrete as a memory can be, that is). and i still have a few, but some are slipping. like sand. away.
and tears slipped from my eyes...
posted by: less-than3
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