anger management

i am so fucking angry. ANGRY. at my job. at these people who take advantage of my superspeedy, super accurate skills and just continue to throw things at me. meanwhile the pile just keeps growing, and i'm behind on the folders i have to set up - probably 20-30 behind, and i still have to go through all the internet leads - 8 pages worth or so from just TODAY, and i had 7 or so resumes still left when i left the office today.

but yet people just leave - and go for lunch and then leave later for hour-long walks and excursions doing god-knows-what. and i'm so angry because at the end of the day, i haven't left my seat and i'm dehydrated and no ones making an active effort to look for another admin to help us out, but damn they better start, because i'm going to have to tell them on monday that hey, guess what? in 2 months, i'm heading off the the west coast.

i have to take a fucking xanax to chill out. it's not working. i almost started bawling at work. it's getting difficult to hold my tongue. i did a resume for one of the guys and he emailed me back, saying "Your great" - YOUR???? holy CRAP! do you send emails to candidates and clients like that? INCORRECT USAGE and everything?

i still haven't called that person who called me from the resume i sent out. i still haven't started organizing and/or packing. i can't even think straight. i'm overwhelmed and stressed and i want to just collapse and sleep.

so i'm going to do that. i don't know how to get out of this slump right now.

posted by: less-than3

spoke the truth!

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8:52 p.m.
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