i know this love is passing time, passing through like liquid. i'm drunk in my desire
when you are drunk, please do not talk. do not answer your phone. for christ's sake, do not speak your mind and be honest.
that is how you scare people away from your life, you dumb fuck. (people) do not want to know how you really feel. you are way too intense, neurotic, and paranoid for your own good. for anyone's good.
you know your place in life. get on your back and shut your mouth. stop thinking that you would possibly be anything otherwise. good girls keep quiet. that's how they stay together, and stay functional. continue to have people IN your life, as opposed to driving them away.
what right do you have to be HONEST? who gave you permission to have an opinion that you can outwardly express. NO FUCKING ONE. do us a favor and keep your thoughts thinly veiled, cryptic and hidden amongst metaphors and similies in your diary entries - public and otherwise.
keep your heart on the down-low, missy. keep your mind locked up in a little box. swallow your pills whole, and pray for a miracle.
you're not special in the manner that you so desperately want to be. you're a black mark - an X. avoid at all costs. danger. do not enter. you are not this brilliant splendor of desire, poetry and music.
you're just fucking crazy, miss thang.
now just sit back and sip your coors light. you know you're going to be back out there inevitably, anyway. back to square one; on the journey that has no end, for you.
everyone else gets it - but you'll never learn...you think you have, but yet you choose to continue to ignore the advice that logic shares with you.
it's as if you have no control. your heart just leaps out of you - you're so full of words that are desperate to leak out - no, GUSH out.
as if it would be appreciated or understood.
go to bed, and pray for a blank memory tomorrow.
love always (sorta...),
the society that admires and abhors you at the same time
posted by: less-than3
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