i see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
2004-10-20 
what everyone needs to know is that this, how i'm feeling, is not in direct correlation to work. work was all i had left, in a city that i hate, and being all alone here. at least i had a job that i loved. now i am miserable in my job -- so i TRULY have nothing left here.
there is absolutely no reason for me to wake up in the morning.
i fake it so well. little miss personality-plus, perky and delightful, little bubbly airhead...i have everyone fooled. except myself. i know the truth.
sometimes i just think it's better when no one knows. i don't bother anyone that way. i don't cause trouble. i don't become a burden.
i just don't know how long i can survive this way. it's a total "calgon take me away" kind of situation. except i need more than a bubble bath to soothe me...
posted by: less-than3
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