and your eyes must do some raining if you're ever gonna grow
my eyes are heavy. my limbs are weak. i'm so (a)pathetic. my boss made some speech today about how we've all need to start working together more, have a better attitude and be happier and more productive. we've all been in a funk here, i guess.
well i'm sorry. right now...i'm too depressed to give a fuck. last night, i gave up the fight, relatively early. tylenol lulled me to sleep. luckily, no nightmares like the previous night.
i just don't know.
i feel horrific. i feel as if i'm on the verge of being sick. i feel fat and puffy. i feel ugly and boring and unlovable. i feel guilty for being so damn self-absorbed.
i'm cruising on some sort of momentum here, that is going to start fading. soon. i can sense it. i don't know how long i can go on like this.
i need a hand to hold and a therapeutic smile.
(i'm listening to too much bright eyes these days...)
posted by: less-than3
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