self destruction, you're headed for self destruction
i am all alone in this world, in this life. just me. i feel as if no one can be bothered to give me the time of day. no one cares. i'm in the next room, and excluded. i'm a million light years away, and ignored. out of sight, out of mind. out of earshot, out of the loop.
fuck it all. my heart is continually broken beyond repair. complete repair. why do i bother? why is there all this fake talk, when the backchatter tells something completely different? i can only hear every third word, it seems. and it makes no sense.
lip service. all of it. from everyone. keep the girl quiet and complacent, obedient and not agitated.
little do you know, i'm boiling inside already. everything inside is about to pour out. i'm cracking. and no one gives a flying fuck.
a little self-destruction is in order tonight, methinks.
i just don't know how i'll have the heart to wake up tomorrow morning...
posted by: less-than3
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